Get Ready
April 16, 2010
Last night I had the saddest dream. I didn’t understand the meaning of it until I started my morning devotions. In my dream was this beautiful church. The inside was quite beautiful, very clean and brilliant; shining like a polished diamond. I soon discovered the reason behind all this cleanliness. Decked out in bright yellow robes was this army of clergyman. They were very purposely and diligently cleaning very nook and cranny of the sanctuary.
As I walked about marveling at their work I noticed this side room where the old ladies and babies were kept. This room was full of litter, dust and filth. While looking in the door the old lady bumped her head and died. A small child choked on a piece of trash and was terrible cut buy a sharp instrument.
All the while the yellow clad clergy kept going about their business unaffected by this suffering.
This morning in my devotions I had to backtrack. You know I got behind in my readings and this is what was next.
1 Peter 1:13-16
“Therefore, prepare your minds for action; be self-controlled; set your hope fully on the grace to be given you when Jesus Christ is revealed. As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; for it is written: Be holy because I am holy.”
Many of our minds are not ready for action because we are so absorbed with ourselves. We look like we have it together (self-controlled), but our insides (closets) are full of filth. Some of us are not setting our hope fully on the grace of Christ because we think we already have it all figured out. Some of us are not obedient children because we are giving in to the pride of life.
Seeking a position in Christ’s church is not evil in and of itself, but when that desire for a position is greater than our desire for the Saviour, then our closet is filthy while our outside looks clean. Be careful, repent, and clean out your closet. Don’t leave it dirty. If you wait for the Lord to clean it there will be much shame.
Going on a Journey
April 15, 2010
My family and I have been planning to go on a journey. If all goes well we will be leaving for the great out west come May 27th. We want to visit the wonders of Arizona and the vastness of Texas.
To help finance our journey we had a yard sale this past weekend. To our surprize we made $250. We worked hard, but we know God blessed our efforts.
Please pray for us and stay tuned.
Sabi
Boring Post I Know
March 25, 2010
Ok, so I have a boring blog. Who cares? Right? Really why do we write about ourselves, post pictures about ourselves or post pictures showing our accomplishments? Why i ask? Because we want to feel important. We want to be noticed. We want to hear someone say well done. So to get these desired responses what to we do? We toot our own horns. Funny, isn’t it?
In reality, most of us will never be famous, land the BIG paying job, or even meet the President. And that is OK!!!! Our self-worth is not in who we are, but in whose image we are made. This can be a source of great inner peace if we are willing to surrender.
In India i had a great privilege to teach at a small Bible college in northern India. During my 8 years there the college began to take on some female students. For me having other girls on campus was great. There was one particular girl named Ramzai. She was a great female. As a born leader the other girls looked up to her, but sometimes she would have times where she was quite overbearing. You know, bossy, and maybe a little short-tempered. We Americans know all about this. Most of us, including myself, are born bossy.
Well, one particular night the girls requested that i met with them in the girl’s dorm. It was not a pleasant meeting. They wanted Ramzai removed from the dorm. Evidently she had carried her bossiness to the extreme. What to do? i told the girls i would have to meet with the principal about the matter. It turned out that there was nothing we could do, but asked everyone to try to get along. Not something they wanted to hear.
A few days later, while in class (a class on the Pentateuch), we were discussing the 10 commandments. Then we jumped ahead to the Greatest Commandments in the Gospels. The first commandment, and i paraphrase here, ’Jesus said the Greatest Commandment is to love the Lord thy God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength. And the second is like wise to love thy neighbor as thyself.’
Taking a brief pause i then realized our problem. Very slowly and carefully, since Hindi is not my first language, i spoke these very simple words “We can not love our neighbor until we learn to love ourselves.” Yes, i know we live in a very self-centered society, but could we be like Ramzai? Unable to love our neighbors because we abhor ourselves.
When i looked at Ramzai she had tears running down her cheeks, and that problem in the girl’s dorm was over.
Over the years i have often thought of Ramzai. i have lost contact with her since moving back to the states, but i’m constantly having to deal with people much like her. Bossy and overbearing. Sometimes i wonder what the deal is. Are these people having trouble accepting who they are, and in order to make themselves feel better they need to put others down? After all, we all can’t be famous. And whoever’s not guilty of that let him throw the first stone.
So, today, famous or not, let’s accept oursleves in Christ and press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling and forget about trying to be famous. Hey, i’ll be there with you, along with all the other unfamous people. It’s a great club to be in. Way less stressful.
Well, to that person who just by chance runs across this blog. God loves you and, even as much as it may hurt, God loves that bossy you know who too.
Thanks for reading,
sabi
Art for Children
March 22, 2010
In addition to icons and landscapes I have just recently started doing paintings for children. Theses are fun 8×8 inch oil on canvas board and come framed or unframed. If you are interested in any of these little darlings contact me at sabicons@bellsouth.net
Here is a new landscape for 2010. The sky is very busy and is almost feather-like. I had a few visitors in my studio the other day and one of them suggested the title Angelic Wings Over the Mountains.
This is a painting of trees during a winter snow. Many people view trees to be as distinct in character as people. If that is the case then these trees are meant to show a quality of endurance.
Many artist and art critics say impressionism is dead. Impressionism may be dead as far as modern styles are concerned, but impressionism is not dead as far as being able to transport an individual to a place of imagination.
These two paintings were done after a year long study of Georgia O’Keefee’s landscapes and abstracts.